so, its great i've had like 5 mental breakdowns in the past 2 weeks. my mind is just overflowing with confusion and stress. but on a good note, i called p&b about admissions and got an appointment and i decided im not even going to bother registering for uarts next year. so hopefully this beauty school ordeal works out for me. 

i have to keep telling myself only a few more weeks of hell. but its so hard & im so behind in everything i feel like such a failure.

all alone with no wheres to go.

except to a friend, the only one whos purely genuine

he's the one to help me through this mess in my chest. 

the stress in my mind and to my heart he helps me find

the life i want to lead, with happiness and worries freed

thank you isn't even enough for me to say to you. 

it feels good knowing that i have someone to call & listen & actually care. 

your an absolutely great friend.